Either I let you go,
Or maybe pause for another era
To look at the universe
build and break
And wait
My eyes choking on gold
And thoughts intense
Stuck in this brutal courtship with the peace
Making a judgment is heavy
I can let it go,
I can take my stride of harmony
In the end,
I can again find my comfort in myself
I don't tire myself
But it feels so empty
Empty in this enormous depravity
Reminds me how I wasn't used to being this independent,
Being away, being detached from what was yours
This redundant freedom makes no sense, not anymore
It pains being so much to be in my dignity,
And not show up with the desperations
But I know what to choose now,
I'll wait
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon,
All of us one in the penumbra.
I'll wait.
